Thank you Easter Bunny Bok ~ Bok!!!

I love this kid!

A Father's Love

It's been a looooong month for me emotionaly. I'm not sure how to even figure out why it has been so draining and daughnting.

I love Easter, it's my favorite holiday. It means a lot to me, the whole thing, means the world to me. What Easter is about to me is understanding that Jesus died for my sins, and then rose from the dead to be with our God until He returns once more. Pretty powerful stuff Right? Right!. I'm flabbergasted by His love for us. As I'm here in the flesh, things are extremly hard for me at times. Tons of stresses, tons of resposibilities and tons of things to get done and take care of. People to please daily and tons more people I seem to disapoint daily as well.
Dealing with my daily stresses can get to me, and this month, day after day, it came to a boiling point. Then I was no longer stressed but mad, mad at people, mad at myself and mad at God. I know, I know. I SOOOOOO KNOW!

Since I never had a great track record with an "Earthly Father", I learned long ago, the only father for me was my Lord God, He IS my Dad, and with that said, I can be mad, I can be, angry, I can through a fit if I need to. He love's me, he love's me no matter what, as I do my own children, right? right! I have yelled, and screamed and cried at Him and through it all He stands by me, supports me, and loves me. I look at Tod daily and how he interacts with his children and now little Livie and I am pleased to no end and also envious that I so wanted an earthly dad like him. Who wouldn't. So this is how I treat my Father, who told me, I am his child, his Love for all times. I treat him as he is my Father, my friend, and my everything. So when I'm mad, He knows it, when I'm sad, He also knows it. He hears me, He rewards me and other times, those unanswered prayers are EXACTLY what I needed.

As I through my fit and yelled and cried and screamed, I knew it would ok in the end.
He works on me everyday. Everyday He loves me. Even when I'm not so good.
Thank you Father for the ultimate sacrifice, thank you for loving me forever.

Cupcake Scrapshop

So I have been on the search for a good site to order kits from. It's taken me months and months of searching, fair price, great products, cool site, and cool community.

(I stopped hoping for an owner that was pleasant and not a troll)

Well, I found it all!

Cupcake Scrapshop

http://www.cupcakescrapshop.com/index.html

Great kits- CHECK!

Good price- CHECK!

Cool site- CHECK

Cool community- CHECK!

AND THE OWNER! SHE'S A DOLL!

Colleen Vasconcellos!!!

She's sweet, kind, responsive and very helpful!

I can't wait for my March Kit to arrive!

He's a Master-Baiter!

Tod called twice during the sand crab tournament. "Kay, Listen, Don't get all excited or freaked out, because I have an hour left to go, but RIGHT NOW, I'm winning."

I was so tickled for him, so thrilled that after 4 years he had his chance to win.

Tod and I know he hardly EVER wins anything, no contests at work, no raffles, no fundraiser raffles, no lotto, no nothin. It seemed like his luck was starting to change, just the week before, he won on a football pool! VERY COOL! Tod and Kira jumped up out of their seats screaming, "YEAY! YEAY! WHOHOOOOOO!" in the living room, as his team made the touchdown, moving Tod into the winning football pool square, where his name was scribbled.

Just a little over an hour had past from the first call from Tod. My mom had picked up the phone the second time and she laughed and screemed with delight. "RIGHT ON TOD!!!, OK I'LL TELL HER!" "TOD WON JEN! HE WON!!" my mom ran into the other room to let me know.

We were all so thrilled for him, I couldnt wait for him to get home, so I could see his smile, to see his fish, and the cool winner package he was set up with.... and my mom could tell him, "How cool Tod, cuz your the Master-Baiter!"

Article from the paper on the Tournament: (OF COURSE THEY GET HIS NAME WRONG- PSHT!)

Local and visiting perch anglers met last weekend for their yearly surfcasting showdown. The annual Sand Crab Classic Perch Tournament provides a spot of excitement in the middle of our dreary winter, and proceeds raised from the contest go to support the Monterey Bay Salmon and Trout Project. This is the fourth year for the derby. Despite blustery conditions, threatening skies and surf that grew from merely big to huge as the day progressed, a good number of fish were brought in for measurement. Some of them were BIG.
The heavy wind and rainstorm held off just long enough for all anglers to meet at the Santa Cruz Yacht Club by 2 p.m. Once all the fish were measured, it was clear that top honors would go to Todd Schallenberger from Watsonville, who used a GULP! sandworm to catch his 15-inch barred surfperch. Schallenberger fished his 9.6-foot Lamiglas rod paired with a Shimano 2500 Sahara reel in the surfline at 7th Avenue Beach with partner Tom Larimer. Both anglers caught and released limits of perch from the surf, where Larimer also caught two striped bass up to 24 inches. Schallenberger actually took home two trophies this year: one for first place and a special trophy for biggest fish using GULP! bait. He also won two new rod-and-reel combos as part of his prize package.

Niiiiiiiice weekend

This weekend was just the three of us, Tod, Livie and myself.

Mom went to Dorthy's, Kira went to her dad's and Tod's girls went with their mom.

We havent had a weekend like that in so long, I can't even remember when the last time it was.......

Tod worked, but we met him for lunch and then Livie and I went to the mall for some cute spring clothes for her. The next day we made our way to the new Walmart in Marina.

Bought tons of baby food, a new and improved carseat, a toy for me, a little zip file thingie for my new computer, and a cool cookbook from Taste of Home.

The days were beautiful, the sun was shinning and the weather smelled of Jasmine and my childhood. Nice warm California days.

Beastie Boys - No Sleep Til Brooklyn

Since I have been sleep deprived due to Little Livie and her nightly bottle habits, I found this song ringing in my head as I drove my long commute to work this beautufil Friday morning...sipping on my Mocha Joe from Burger King.... I knew, just knew I had to hear this song.
Enjoy

Too Many emotions

So every other Friday Penny holds a crop at her store in S.C.
I know it's always on the Friday's that Kira is with us for the weekend so in the back of my mind, I have been excited knowing one day I could plan a day for her and I to go crop.
We have been busy with plans running errands and our day is finally here!
Kira and I are going tonight to crop and spend time together, just her and I!
So the next part is downloading pics and getting our bags ready with our supplies.
Last night, started the fustration part, my computer at home is so flippin slow, then I can't download my pics since I dont have enough space, can't delete things to create my room because my computer is so slow and lame. So after an hour and a half of dealing with that, I drink my Bud and head to bed.
This morning I call Kira and find her camera. Now I will take both discs and run to Costco and pick and chose pics to have printed there, rush back to work, then rush to get Kira.
Now, Im exhausted!
BUT STILL THRILLED TO HAVE THIS DAY WITH MY BABY KIRABOBIRA!

Happy Baby Girl!

She's happy, and healthy and so much fun!
The funny thing is we had just gotten my taxes done, Kira wanted to go next door to Starbucks and as we are sitting there waiting for Kira to come back with her order, with Livie on my lap, I feel my wrist getting warm. Looking down, I see Livie has spit up down the front of her, down her leg and a massive puddle on the hardwood floor! My girl Kira comes over and immediatley starts helping me. ( I tell ya, Kira is my first blessing!!!!!)
After she's all clean, Livie's all smiles and laughs!
* I think Livie and I just don't care for Starbucks is what it amounts to!

There here! There here!!!

My stamps- MY PERSONAL STAMPS I ordered from stamps.com are here. They are fricken adorable. The pic is of little livie sucking her thumb----- note large picture on my blog-
They turned out so very cute!
Great price and great quality.
I want so so so many more now!!!

You gotta try it
www.stamps.com

BRITNEY'S GHOST - BREAK THE ICE - 2008 MEGAMIX

Awww, poor Brit Brit.

Spring cleaning/2007 catchup

It's not really spring cleaning..... but it feels like it. It's catchup from 2007 clutter. Oh, the clutter, the never ending clutter.
I still can't tackle my scrapbook room. I think it's the fact that when I clean I like an empty house, time to myslef, and my music on....... Since I'm never alone, the baby is with my 98% of the time.... plus there is always someone coming and going and I will have to spread my stuff all over... that just wont work.
This weekend we are relaxing and cleaning. I'm trying to see an old friend but it might be hard this weekend if Tod ends up being oncall. Due to the rain, that pager goes off nonstop.
Kira's with us. So Im sure there will be a wii session between her and Tod.

I get my hair done on Thursday, oh, thank God! I look like a 62 year old mother of an infant child! crap! I look like crap!

Praise haircolor and Celeste!